Monday, May 18, 2015

My Hopes

To finish high school with good grades.
Go with Emi to the same university or a nearby one.
Having a happy future don’t matter what.
To having a happier future don’t matter what because you can smile everyday because of one thing. There is always something that will make you happy and make your day special and unique.

Don’t matter the event is through your life you hae to be happy and enjoy it.

Roles in Life

On 8th grade I fought with the one I called my best friend, we were never ever able to be best friends again. At first it was hard; someone who has been during all my life with me, in some of my worst moments disappears from one day to another was hard. Then I there was this shy girl in my class, I never thought she could turn to be my best friend. We started knowing each other, suddenly we became best friends, have gone through many things together.

When my cousin comes to my family she was two years old, she was a troublemaker and my aunt left her at my house every day. I got to babysit her during four hours, four hours in my life running behind a hyperactive two year old kid. Since the weeks passed my aunt noticed that my brother and I should not babysit a kid. Then the next week she stopped bringing her daughter home.


As an enemy of someone, this year a 7th grade girl started hating me. It all started when his best friend became my best friend. She got jealous of me, because I toked his best friend away and I didn’t know until the past two weeks. When she shouted at my name putting me ridiculous nicknames. That day my best friend told me everything. Why she hated me and with the past of days she became my enemy. I went to talk with her, and the only thing she did was telling me those names.

That moment in My Life When...

That day when I was on church because of my religion class, he told me he will set next to me, he did. He looked at me with those black, big, and beautiful eyes he has. He made me tickles all the Mass, they told him to stop, but he didn’t. That moment I realized he tried to hold my hand I got nervous, I didn’t knew what to do, we didn’t hold hands that day. My friend asked me of what he tried and if he did and I told her everything. For the rest of the afternoon he told me if I would let him do that, I agreed. That happened that Wednesday, if only I never told my friend about what happen my friendship with him now will be different. It started out as an ordinary day, but then he only thing was missing in my life was him.

Feelings and More Feelings...

Disappointments:
·        I thought he was the perfect man until I notice what he realy was.
·        Failing an exam I thought I was going to do well.
Accomplishments:
·        Finally I got what I wanted, his love, his hand, and all his hugs.
Conflicts:
·        Fighting with my best friend because his boyfriend hated me.
·        Telling something I never shouldn’t, broke a very important relationship because of that.
Fears:
·        Loose someone important.
·        Falling in love.
Luck (or lack, thereof):
·        Finding 20 dollars on the street.
·        Finding out a friend you don’t know him in person in in something with you.
Enemies:
·        The one that took my last guy of me.
·        My best friend’s boyfriend.
Gratitude:
Him.
Meeting amazing people this year.
Jealousy:
The day he disappeared in the dark with a girl.
When a friend of me is now his girlfriend.

I thought he was a perfect man until I notice what he realy was. He was a liar. Made everyone fell in love with him, Tell every girl she was perfect and that he loved her when I'm not sure if it was a lie but he hurt you any way. texted you every day and make you feel special. when younever expect what he will do to you in tthe future
when i ffought with mu best friend because there was someone who told her I was talking bad about her. She got mad at me for somehing I never did. we fought for months now in our group there were three. she left us. For months we didnt talk, we ignore ourselves.Until oneday she opened her eyes and came to be my friend again. 

All About My Life

I was loved by my family. Have a great life. I’m thankful.
My childhood was awesome. Amazing school. I got many true friends.
In 4th grade my parents divorced. My world came down. This was a terrible experience.
My friends supported me. Guide me to the light. This is just in the past.
Through many years my life was calm. Until I met this guy.  He made me change.
Nobody knew about him. When he broke my heart they knew. It was too late.
Until now a day he is a painful memory. He was an amazing friend. Now I barely talk.